I added a new deviation. I REALLY like It. I spent like four hours just playing around with one picture. XDXD
I'm really happy about how it turned out though, and I can't wait to get better with this stuff! ^_^!

I haven't been on here much, because I haven't had any deviations. I finally got a digital camera for two weeks, so they'll be more.

The days have been going by so slow lately. I haven't did my homeschooling in a while, and its getting to me now. =/
I need to start, but my motivation tank is empty, and I really dun know how to get back to my old, cheery self again. (Even though I miss It so much).

I think I'm depressed, but David cheers me up. I haven't been going anywhere lately, and truth be told, I haven't even stepped out of this house for over two weeks? I think. I would leave, but where should I go? I have no money for the movies or anything, and I feel like I'll just bring my friends down if I hang with them.

So, I'm here. I'd rather be here by myself, on my computer. It's not that bad, honestly. ='(
I've made alot of LJ layouts and graphics, so that takes up alot of my time.

Things feel weird, but I can't change anything now. I guess I'll just have to wait It out, and hope the things turn out well. I probably won't be able to see David until around 3-4 months, and we both know that. I miss him, but I haven't been the greatest girlfriend lately.
I feel bad for that. I love him anyway. His birthday is next January, and he'll be 18, and old enough for me to move in. Which, he hasn't talked to him mom, but he thinks he'll be able to get me there.
God that would rock! Thats hmm..About 5 months I'd say.

If I knew his mom would let me move in, or us move out together, it would rock. I want to be with him, and I know he'd help me with alot of things I have trouble with.
Anyway, I'm getting ahead of myself.

There's this movie they play often on Showtime called, "Sayonara". Its about American men dating Japanese women back in the day. I have watched almost all of it, and its really good. You should watch it too.

Well, I'm out..
Sayonara. XP